It's Okay To Relax

I think a lot of people don't realize how busy I am. And I feel guilty always being so busy, so I tend to spread myself very thin and have too many projects and homework is all over the place. Like ahhhhhh! 

Because every bit of spare time I have I need to use it to do something. I work basically everyday so when I wanna be lazy, my responsibilities pile up. It's become the Everest mountain basically... LOL

I literally have to schedule in time to just do nothing. 

But you know what, I've been trying to feel less guilty. Because what's so bad about self-care? Screw all the responsibilities I have! (lol just kidding I need to pay my bills)

It's been awhile since I've blogged. But I really want to get back into it. Because once I start, it's just so fun! 

And I really want to get back into studying language (yes I find this fun and is for me amusement).

I need to do nothing more. So that I will have energy to do more things.

This Thanksgiving weekend was so nice. I slept in so much without feeling guilty! And I loved it! 

It's okay to relax sometimes without a care, to just clear my mind of everything. That's what I needed this weekend, and it was great! To not hang out with anyone and not see anyone for a bit was nice. Because it's all about meeee. And it's okay to not feel guilty about that.

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But you know what? I am quite thankful that there are friends who want to hang out with me.  I am thankful that there are so many things that I have to do. And also, I am thankful that there are so many hobbies I am interested in pursuing. 

I just need a break from life sometimes. But I am thankful that life does treat me well <3